Only things I really use
Discord = Jetsetkaito (the only place you'll have luck contacting me through)Reddit
YouTube (waiting for a good alternative)

Don't expect me to be active here:
Instagram
Pinterest (never use)
Bluesky (as bad as twitter)
Twitter (useless scroller)
TikTok (haven't used since like 2023)

Misc:
Spotify (waiting to find an alternative)
Steam
GOG (I don't play online games here)
Roblox

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The only reason I made this Carrd, is so people can still contact me if I disappear from one of these sites/apps. I don't use almost any other ones besides the ones listed, and nowadays the only ones I even use are YouTube, Steam, Spotify and Discord. Discord is the only one I use to message and talk with people.
I wish I could find better and more ethical alternatives to YouTube, Spotify and Discord, but so far I have not found anything worthwhile.

I have so many things I want to experience in life, and wish that I had experienced, but never could. There's not enough time.There's many things I wish I could talk about with people, but I always have to start over when I meet new people.Thoughts, emotions and humanity are complicated for me. I often feel like I don't understand anything. I wish I could feel empathy and sympathy consistently, but often I don't feel anything even though I feel like I should. If you try to vent to me and I don't reply, please understand this. I know your situation sucks, and I wish I could help or that it would just get better in general, but I really don't have much to say.I talk so much sometimes that I wish I could stop, but I just think of more things to talk about. It's like I'm in a race with my own mind, and the only way to get closer is by talking, but talking also makes my mind faster.
As I'm writing this, this is happening right now.I'm planning on getting therapy, but I don't know if it would help. I've tried a lot of medications for ADHD, anxiety and depression, but I haven't noticed any kinds of changes.I don't like how I am right now, and I apologize for whoever reads this whole thing. I don't want you to feel bad for me, I just needed a place to write things down. The fact that there's a chance that people could understand me a bit better by reading this helps me a bit.